Dear Dave,

I'm crumbling....

Trying my best to keep it together and failing. It's been a while since I wrote to you. I don't remember what was the last thing I said.

The mini stone came, it's beautiful and we've all gone out there and sat with you and talked to you. I hope the kids always do that. The kids left to DR. I'm mad at you for never allowing me to send them in the summer to spend time with papi. I'm also mad at me for allowing you to make that choice for both of us.

They're having fun, getting to know my dad. A little homesick but they're ok. I always knew they would be. I wish you were here to see it's a good thing. They went to the campo and had a blast. I have pictures of them on horses babe.

Work has been extra challenging, part of it is me. I know it is. It's like I just can't do anything anymore. I don't wanna get into it tho. This is my last entry tonight out of like 5, I'm tired. I love you jerk, I miss you so much.