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Lost & Found
I hate being in this headspace. Where nothing makes sense. Where I just don't care about anything or anyone, not even myself. Where I...
Mar 1, 20231 min read


Have you ever felt like the bad guy in your own story?
I love the Taylor Swift song "antihero". Why? Because.... It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me At tea time, everybody agree I'll...
Mar 1, 20232 min read


Depression 😔
Depression sucks!!! I've been open in my writing about my depression, however, since I started the blog I haven't had a full blown...
Feb 19, 20234 min read


I can’t cry!!!
Have you ever felt like crying but can't? Like your body can't produce tears. Like you know you need a good cry You know you have tension...
Feb 2, 20232 min read


Unbreak my heart 💔
If someone told you that heartbreak feels like dying, would you believe them? If they said it hurts as bad as a broken bone or worse,...
Jan 27, 20232 min read


I cried today
I cried today You won't even believe the reason why I cried today Because I missed you I cried today Because I had an unexpected...
Jan 14, 20231 min read


Manufactured Chaos at the Boogie Down Grind
Last week I went to a poetry reading at the Boogie Down Grind Cafe. Needless to say I loved it, it was inspiring and relatable and it...
Jan 12, 20234 min read


NYE 🎉
2021 was a year of experiences. 2022 was a year of learning. I'm hoping that 2023 is a year of peace. Lets go over this piece of shit...
Dec 31, 20222 min read


Fear….
Let's talk about fear for a little bit. What are you afraid of? Can you openly talk about your fears without experiencing more fear and...
Dec 12, 20222 min read


GRATITUDE 🙏🏼
I've been a little sad lately and stuck in my own head and I've completely forgotten about the blessings. So tonight, on the eve of my...
Dec 12, 20222 min read


Vanessa
Hi people, thank you for coming back! In honor of my upcoming birthday I decided I wanted to write a mini autobiography. All my messes in...
Dec 4, 20229 min read


Why is it so hard to let go?
Why is it so hard to let go of the things we know aren't good for us? Why do our brains just get fixated on things or people? Is it the...
Dec 3, 20222 min read


Special Days….
Let's talk birthdays, holidays, anniversaries, basically any day you deem as special. I have a lot of these, and my list is ever growing....
Nov 28, 20224 min read


The Day my World Ended….
Do you ever think about death at all? I was the type of person to never think about death. Not in a serious way anyway. I had never...
Nov 12, 202210 min read


For the sake of Love & Heartbreak…….💔❤️🩹❤️
Have you ever felt truly heartbroken? Like the kind of heartbreak that feels like you have a gaping hole in your chest? If you said no,...
Nov 5, 20224 min read


Overthinkers Anonymous….
I have a tendency to overthink things. To analyze over and over in my head what should or could be simple. Last night I saw a meme that...
Oct 30, 20224 min read


#metoo…..
I just watched "Luckiest Girl Alive" on Netflix and it's brilliant. Certain parts of the Ani Fanelli story just hit home for me. It was a...
Oct 30, 20224 min read


Hi Dory; Note to Self.….
Hi Dory; Note to Self.….
Oct 29, 20225 min read


Tarot Readings…
I just had my first tarot reading last night. I was with my friend Elvira (fitting name around Halloween time lol) we had just done this...
Oct 23, 20222 min read


10.20.22….
Right now I just wanna vent about my day. It's been a super emotional day. Not really sure why. Maybe nerves about my last day of work...
Oct 21, 20223 min read
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