I cried today

I cried today

You won't even believe the reason why

I cried today

Because I missed you

I cried today

Because I had an unexpected realization

I cried today

This morning I woke up thinking about you

Heavily overthinking about you

I realized that I missed you so much

I missed you in a different way though

This time I didn't miss your kisses or your touch

I didn't miss the sex and feeling you on my body

I didn't miss your body at all, not in a sexual way at least

What I missed was you

I missed seeing you

I missed having you in front of me

I missed laughing with you

I missed hugging you and burying my face in your chest the way I like to do

I missed your presence

I cried today

I cried because I realized the extent of my love

I cried because in that moment I realized that I was willing to do anything just to see you for 5 minutes

That I'd do anything to feel you near me, to touch your face, to see you smile, to get lost in your eyes again

So, I cried today

It wasn't a sad cry but it wasn't a happy one either

I just cried......