Dear Dave,

Hey babe! I’m missing you a little extra tonight. I haven’t written in a while and here I am. Last week was scary. It’s been years since I had an episode like this. I fucking hate panic attacks. I hate anxiety. I hate how debilitating it is for me. I need better habits. I know. It’s just easier said than done.

Life is really lifing these days. And I’ve been struggling and I know you see it. I also appreciate the times when you show up and give me hope. It’s always a song or a movie or something. Literally anything that reminds me of you no matter how small is a little sign that you’re there and that maybe it won’t be so bad.

“Very very sneaky sir”

-emilio MR. DEEDS

I love you my hunny bee 🐝