Fuck you Thursday….

I'm in a very foul mood today. Today is a day where my feelings are all over the place. My mood sucks and if anyone gives me a hard time I'm gonna flip out. I normally don't have an explosive personality, I'm usually calm and all about peace but TODAY!

Let me tell ya about my week....grab some popcorn.

This work week feels like it's been impossible! Shout out to D, A, S, & H for making it bearable. Wednesday was a long ass day, and it was pouring all day but you know "make the best of a situation" me. Que pendeja 🙄 by the time I got home my head was pounding and I just wanted to be left alone. Didn't cook, thank God for Mickey Ds and that was my Wednesday. Now Thursday!!! Fuck you thursday! Normally we get along but this week not so much.

Let me start by saying I woke up shitty. It took me like 40 mins to actually roll out of bed. 30 minutes in the shower. Like 45 to get dressed and I'm not talking a super elaborate outfit either. Another 45 mins or so to get to work because traffic blows. Got my coffee with an extra shot of espresso and 5 extra sugars. Thank God for Dunkin 🥹 work was a nightmare yesterday and today. And let me tell you about Mr. Smith! (Name changed for hipaa privacy)

This tub of lard ass mf had the audacity to scream at me on the phone. If you're following you know today was not the day for that shit. I yelled right tf back. Very unlike me, I'm usually pretty good at keeping my composure. This man wanted me to pay someone else to show the new person (caring for his mother!!) around his home. I said no we can't do that. Insurance won't pay us for two ppl at the same fucking time. That's when he proceeded to scream. I said don't you fucking live there? Why tf can't you show her around? It's your mf house!!! And your mf mother!!! I already made a ton of accommodations for your ass, I'm physically bringing this person to your house on my day off!!!! And you have the AUDACITY to be an asshole. FOH I'm sorry but it's not fucking happening. Then my boss had to interject 😐

But I mean seriously!! Ugh 😑 for the most part I love my job, busy, chaotic and all. But today, I couldn't wait to leave. I didn't wanna talk to nobody I didn't wanna do nothing and right now I'm laying in bed writing to get the frustration out so I can try to find peace. I'll probably drink later lol I cancelled the kids activities because I don't think I can be around people today. I'm gonna say mean shit and act like an asshole. I can't help it. So I stay to myself tonight. Imma drink some wine, probably bake a cake and order takeout cuz fuck cooking.

I already feel a little better...... thanks for listening to the rant 😝😝