Grief….i hate you

I miss the laughs

I miss the way he held me

I miss our pillow talks

I miss his kisses

I miss his silliness

I miss his ability to make everything ok

I miss not having to think for two people

I miss my friend

I miss my husband

I miss my coparent

I miss our random drives

I miss our random talks

I miss our Christmas

I miss the magic

I miss loving him even when I was mad

I miss the quirks

I miss our family trips

I miss our family movie nights

I miss his fresh popcorn

I miss his ability to surprise me with things

I miss how well he knew me

I miss planning our date nights

I miss our adventures

I miss our love

I miss his body

I miss laying on his chest twirling around his chest hair

I miss not having to drive all the time

I miss having a partner to do everyday things

I miss our adventures in the kitchen

I miss how supportive he could be

I miss us

I miss who I was with him

I miss those calls on the way home while I was in the kitchen making dinner

I miss having my own personal handiman

I miss calling him when good things happened

I miss calling him when bad things happened

I miss playing with his hair when he let it grow

I miss holding his hand...a lot!

I miss everything....