Monsters and Newports:A night with Rich…

If you've been reading along then you know I've been in my feelings lately, so my bestie came to the rescue!! Can I just say, grown up sleepovers are the shit and kind of necessary tbh. So, Richard, where do I begin, we've been friends for a good 8 yrs or so and you know those type of friendships that just fucking matter? This is one of those. I told you guys a little bit about him before, he's crazy, too honest, and nonchalant like a mf.

I envy that a little bit. I care too much, about everything and Rich is my reminder that I need to let go sometimes. He's always said I'm a control freak but I think I'm finally learning to let go of what I can't control. Not entirely, but I guess I'm getting there.

He's always dropping some fire wisdom on me, I guess because I value his opinion and I trust what he has to say. Like I said before, it might be harsh but it comes from love. I don't think he fully knows how much I love and appreciate his friendship. That's my guy!! He always knows exactly what I need. It's a little creepy but it's like he has this sixth sense of when I'm going through something or if I'm sad or just need a chat and out of the blue I'll get a text from him checking in on me.

The last year and a half have been crazy to say the least. My world got rocked, life has thrown me multiple curve balls and I'm just winging it at this point. I have moments where I'm doing great and moments where I'm falling apart. I'm always on that though, trying to fix what I break myself.

Anyway, about last night....it was exactly what I needed. I know I said this a million times but again, thank you! We had some margaritas, he told me about myself, he told me I'm doing too much. Which is true. He reminded me that it's ok to lose sometimes. Falling down is part of moving forward. You trip, fall and get back up and learn from it. So, we chilled, talked a looot, drank, watched a movie, or tried cuz I passed out lol and boom. Successful adult sleepover.

Thanks Rich, I love ya!!!!