Our Timeline…

11.22.2021

The day I met you 🥰

our first night together was a little awkward but not that much lol. I remember we were texting quite consistently in the beginning. Sometimes I wonder what brought you to hinge. You liked my picture in the middle of the night and you responded a couple times late like that so I nicknamed you "texts while he pees" because you fucked up and told me you were only up cuz you were peeing lmao. That became a running joke for a little bit. When you asked me for my IG handle I was kind of nervous. You were the first guy to ask me for it, at the time all I had on my page was kid stuff and sad David stuff. I don't think I had told you about him yet. I remember shortly after you added me I asked you how far down did you creep, because I wanted to know if you had seen the David posts. So I told you about him, my story. You told me about your best friend and how he died and how you missed him. Ironic for us to kind of bond over death and loss.

Then came the actual date. I came over to supposedly massage your sore back. Now that I think about it we're both crazy. You for giving up your address to a stranger and me for actually going. I remember seeing you in person for the first time, waiting for me by the door. I gave you a hug because I'm a hugger and I didn't want things to feel awkward. You complemented my perfume. You did this every time you saw me for a while, and I kept wearing the same perfume because of how much you liked it. We went up to your apartment and we just talked. I tend to talk too much anyway but we talked about all these random things. Talked about our kids. You told me about losing your dad. About being in the army all that time. When things got quiet I asked you if you were ready for your backrub. So we moved on to the bedroom and I gave you a terrible massage. But you said you liked it lol. When my arms got tired I laid next to you and I was asking you how it was, in that moment I got lost in your eyes and kissed you. It went from pg-13 to rated R in like 30 seconds. I knew we'd have sex. It was the expectation, I expected a nice one night stand. But it wasn't. I really had you pegged for a fuckboy and you really weren't. Sex with you was vanilla, but really fucking good vanilla. For the first time in my life I had a vaginal orgasm, crazy how as much crazy sex stuff I've tried it had never happened. After, we laid there cuddling for a little bit, I think we both craved intimacy because it just felt good. I remember asking you if I could use your shower and you actually being surprised about that. I remember thinking I don't know what kind of dirty chicks you been fucking but I need a shower. I actually don't remember if I spent the night. I don't think I did though. I don't remember sleeping over until the night of my birthday.

That's it, that's how our story began ❤️